doing pw can be so sian...my "mind" is sort of mess up..trubles and more troubles. sigh* was so sian that instead of writing my speech, i went ard finding for my (pri)sngs frenz's blog. sigh.. it's really sad that once a good friend, yet now so far apart.. the gap is so huge that is hard to bridge. they are like so high up while i'm like lowlowlow down dunno where..sickening. though we still remember one another but still... we are no longer good frenz. this applies to so many...saddening* but these sort of things juz can't help it.. i'm not that kind of person and neva will be.. sigh.. i'm like bullshitting ard..not making any sense, think i realli need my slp..zzzzzzz mind is blank now..
hope the morning will be a better one and luck for the dry run on thurs..i'm so going to die for that...........................=(
