upside down ... (Thursday, November 25 / 12:55 PM)
hav gone crazy, reali hav no idea wat to do. i feel tt my feelings r all so bottled up and hav no idea how to let it out. arrgh..though i should be happy it's e hols but it gives me so much free time to let my mind wonder...and thought of toopid stuff. sickening! it's juz a few words but hav kept thinking abt it and it makes me confused and my world has turn upside down and inside out...shouldn't tink abt it but ur mind juz can't help it. i juz hate this sort of situation. unsure abt myself... and everything.
yest training was cancelled cos coach fell ill, so suay. i'm feeling so slack and dun feel like going to the centre to train, aiyoh..guilty guilty. but hav to go all the way to science centre for the briefing on paper making and my dear partner cannot conduct e wkshop with me..aiyoyo. i will die if i do it alone.. wat with the parents and children..e children is fine actually but e adults..ahh! aft e briefing, it was still early so call deph out to walk walk and chat chat..it's been a long time since we met. hey deph, i reali very paiseh for braging in like that...hope ur frenz wun actually mind, though i got to admit tt they are a gp of funny pple..hehe. aniwae felt better aft going out with u..thanx so much. though we onli play pool and den go heeren to look for handbag but seriously, i juz feel gd going out with u. haha...can't wait for tmr night though onli 3 of us but should be fun aft all. hee...btw aft both our braces are out, we shall go take neoprint, yeah! hopefully, all 7 of us can go out...=)
