mind over matters (Tuesday, February 8 / 10:00 AM)
chinese new year is coming! yippee, got alot of food and gonna fall ill liao. suppose to enjoy and relax but e teachers are all giving us so much hw esp math, grr...how to finish all. do finish all e math den no time for phy. now my phy is lagging behind. mainly becos my toopid tutor can't come...onli can come during weekends and thurs, and mrs chin is rushing thru e lect. now at least a little better cos change teacher liao.nx prob is tests... its coming one aft another. this is so 'got no life'. sigh...
fencing U20 ind is over! finally.. and dis time we din do well, grr. the gals including me are all so suay, all kena kicked out my PRCss pple. irritating! blah blah....wat to say, this is simply suay! my indices was lousy, ought to kill myself. i was freaking scared of her tt i din attack...tt's like committing suicide or else i could proceed to e nx round w/o fencing, juz like val. sigh! dis is all mind over matters, it juz requires courage to do it. den e same thing happen when i fence e prcss gal again! wanna kill myself, its absurd to lose to her like tt. sigh but i was also exhausted. dunno why leh, maybe cos i've been slping late lately so physically drained out. so not training this few days. hee and i got my blade back. finally~ (",)
