yah complications are setting in aft a mere 4 weeks...
"its time e bread grow much fungus?"
everything is so much cleareer now tt practically all is out in the light.
however, wat amazes me is tt woah!! i'm totally clueless to it. oh woah!! tt's rather dotz..mayb i hav secluded myself and build a wall ard me tt says no trespassing. i dunno...but somehow i dun feel anything abt this whole thing except maybe i see them in a diff light now..feel sad arrgh for her but wat can we do. it takes two hands to clap and not one. why bother..if its not affecting her..why sld u be affected.. but i reali hav to salute some cos o-mi-god their acting skills are of the divine level. and reali it is. i feel rather insecure with them. u juz neva noe when a knife will be targetted right onto u. chills~ or sld i say when u are killed u are still in e dark...
for all tt is said. somehow everything is no longer e same. so much for oh i dun wan things to rot.... utter blabberings. i cannot stand it.
gross out.disgusted.
wanted to type somemore but lets not make it a big issue cos everything will iron out eventually. so lets see how...
going sch is no longer enticing to me.
simply cos i miss t24 tons.
rather spend my 4 yrs with them den dis.....erm.
dunno...but its not yet time to judge, ain't it?
things will get better
better and better
or else wat?
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okie toking abt e better side of sch..
hmm i haven reali attend fencing yet..haha problems here and dere.
yesterday suppose to go but they were having welcome session.no training AND since i want to sweat it out so guess wat..i went for kendo! cool....all jap words... bow here bow dere. very discipline and e posture is so not fencing...parallel feet instead of 90degress...so had a difficult time for tt...haha but its cool...if onli i dun buy e fencing set den i can join kendo...:] but foil is gd too! and e wooden sword is reali heavy...left hand aching..and oh kendo relies more on e left part of ur body...ur left leg.ur left wrist.ur left....blahblah..leftie...
another thing to mention is tt i did my first unix...programming and its kinda fun aft u get e hang of it of course....was kinda sotong initially doing all in one folder den fortunately i find it weird as i do more and more...haha :] so din reali freak out..cheers~
lastly...i'm SUPER ULTRA blur!!! fancy bringing my frenz to e wrong venue..arrgh.so paiseh...ashamed of my blurness...disconnected~
looking forward to tmr coastal cleanup briefing. whee...
i find it meaningful to care abt nature..but pple dun. why? sad :(
am i dumb
facing plants are so much better den facing humans...
