To my dearest friend,
i'm sorry for not being able to be dere and most imptly pick up ur phone call today.
i tried to put wat i felt in words..in the limited amount of words tt i can transmit in the sms.
somehow its partly my fault not to call u back but i din feel like it..okay bish me.box me.(plus i'm running late for sch..lazing on bed)
a friend once told me "does it reali help ur friend by saying dun worrie everything will be fine?"
but wat else can i say.
I'm not very eloquent in e first place, neither hav i master the art of counselling
a rather good listener can i only be (since i spend most of my life listening to pple)
When a friend is miserble juz like today.. i reali dunno wat to say.. things can be said many useless(useful?) stuffs actually
but at the end of the day onli you can help urself..onli u noe wat u want
giv urself more options...dun blame anyone. some things can't be controlled.
looking on e bright side..at least dere's a chance for you to study unlike someother.
as a friend i can onli be dere to giv feedbacks, try my utmost best in helping. Sometimes help may just be too much, is too overwhelming that u get lost halfway thru...
i'm sure all of us have been thru tt..
whoever reali noes wat they want.. me dun
no one can predict their future right?
isn't e govt encouraging entrepreneurs? do u need a degree for tt? nah~
u juz need the capability and i muz admit opportunity (luck)
we create opportunities and not wait for them to walk here, ain't it?
so remember that everything is not dull and bleak..okie?
watever ur choice is...remember tt this is the way u want it to be..even tho it may sidetrack alil
but in e end it might juz be worth it.
take for eg. me complaining that eng is tough but does it makes sense for me to transfer...isn't dis wat i was passionate abt? yah so stick to it..and get the bloody paper den hope for a bright future.. we defined the word 'bright' btw :) NOt the society. and not forgetting tt i failed in sharing my feeling for envt eng haha..so ain't i alone too?
so u better pull up your socks..
squeeze that small bit of brain juice
and dun dwell in e 'dangling/picky' spirit..
do something!!!
i think u are stronger than dis right?
so best of luck :D
have faith...
(aren't u suppose to believe in god?hmm...are u throwing him away or sth? :x)
from your dearest friend who cares
(but one who is incapable to bring miracles)
