today was a not bad day

went home close to eight and realised tt my sis and bro not at home which is super queer. bro was still in sch, sis had intensive tuition. so its only left me and my mum..and the amnt of food is rather much. esp when i dun exactly like fish lol. but i get to eat with my mum which nowadays is rather rare..since she always choose to eat at 7 whereas the rest of us dine at 8 :] so we did tok pleasantly..tho aft tt she did nag alil abt my results..the same usual thing. its okay. it din exactly dampen my mood. I juz love my mum!(which regretably i took rather long to realise) hope she'll be happie even tho she does have endless dds which aren't exactly hard to achieve in some sense.
Regardless of the frustration and the tension she tends to cause through those naggings and scoldings, the bottomline remains..she cares for us more than herself. its very reasonable and justified to say tt she live for us and not herself..kinda sad since everyone will definitely prefer to live for themselves, ain't it? or am i making a hasty generalization? -dunno- I dun want her to live a life filled wif regrets but then..i'm not doing anything to correct it or prevent it.. urms...tho fortunately, her life now is enriched wif all those extra lessons/courses tt she's taking. Its good!

juz some random thoughts passing thru my mind...


so once again...i'm slping late.
time juz pass so fast when one is online
i'm addicted to watching goong s in youtube. chum!
but can relax alil..

so gave tuition today..did alil of chinese and english..
once again she makes me smile :] rather a funny gal she is.
scared me a few times wif her ingenious card flicking
we're beginning to tok cock more frequently haha..

and yah i remember her test dates more accurately than she
and am more kan chiong abt it than her lol
-funnie-
and today she told me tt she thinks she'll end up in ite cos she's lousy and i almost fainted.. her stds are prettie not bad yet she thinks so negatively...aiyoyo.

as for sch stuffs, i'm left wif one more lab!! super happie!
nx wk..uncertainty & probabilty quiz
juz scrape thru infra quiz and e nx is coming soon
infra proj..making some progress..(kind of)
loads of reading to catch up esp structure...

Oh and before i forget to blog abt this

HAPPIE BDAE STANWIN!!
HAPPIE BDAE STANWIN!!




u're finally 20 :]

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