strangely pple have not been blogging ever since aft the exams...
all too busy playing and relaxing, i guess
anws much to blog abt and am gonna be MIA for awhile
so, a long post..
Found a job! my bro's friend gave it to me :p
tho its rather like cheap labour but neva mind..at least sth to keep me occupied
hehe..so will be working at J8 from 10am to 10pm. hope i can stand the standing time..
so work starts nx mon! till dec25 yups.. (pity deph can't work tt long)
but on the first day of work..i hav cHess meeting at downtown east! (rather far but nvms) so am juz going to help out wif the set up den meeting.. hope the meeting wun drained me out or else tues will be a tough one!
So how has my hols been? so far so gd i guess..onli manage to go out twice..one wif marcus and had my first motorbike ride! muahaha..its kinda fun but got to admit tt its unsafe..no shelter, feel alil queer. watched hitman which is thumbs up! its been a while since i catch a movie alr :] hope to catch Warlords...seems interesting yups.
Second went out wif petr for very short while.. after we worked tgt!! yesh we worked tgt!! haha its fun working wif ur bestie..its a pity tt deph has exams.. did price tagging at ubi. quite tiring..and made lil blunders along the way which were rather hilarious lol..
So other than going out, its spring cleaning at home
started wif washing the ground outside..dad brought a high pressure pump to used.. quite fun to play wif it haha sore arms aft tt even tho my father did most of the spraying. lousy me! the whole thing took the entire day..tired to cook so order KFC muahaha shiok!
second, painting..i got to scratch the old paint out..which is also tiring and require much patience lol.
so tt's my hols :p
haven meet up wif keayee. Jasmine. Deph. Huiling and many many more!
chum liao haha
Most imptly i haven watch enuff TV!!!! arrgh
as for today, went out to buy a black shoe so tt i cld wear it for my job and my humorgous feet..very hard to find one. Plus I'm juz very fussy haha ate four meals today. 2 heavy lunch
. grilled chicken rice+hokkien mee. curry chicken + mango pudding wif ice cream. dinner was yummy ee mian + homecooked dishes :p
hmm in the past few days, many pple had said tt i dun look like i'm in uni. Initially it was like 'haha i look young' den when more pple start to say, i can't stop myslef from thinking..perhaps i dun hav a smart face..perhaps i juz dun look like i cld make it to uni lol hmms... negative thoughts.
and..studying sure makes me think lots lots... deep nd hard! abt my life. its ups and downs. the pple ard me.. those tt stood by me when i needed them..etc.. juz a whole jumble up stuffs. but wat's the most frightening is tt the thought of giving up actually crossed my mind. its sth tt neva happen to me. in the years of studying..neva have i thought of giving up neva have i not noe which path to take..for me its jux the traditional route.. pri.sec.jc.uni. nth to worry abt..its always i'm confident i cld clear it even when its the A's which my big sis said was tough. I knew from the very start tt i cld enter into uni.. no doubt abt it BUT NOW its like..am i sure i cld even take tt honours cert? uncertainties everywhere. roles.resposibilities changed. am no longer juz studying for the sake of tt bloody paper. am studying for my future and those who care. those who i definitely wun want to let them down.. this thought juz stuck into my mind
perhaps i'm juz not suited for uni life aftall..perhaps i sld juz do sth else. perhaps perhaps.. I hate it when life seems so unsure. oh wells~
life is juz a frustrating one haha
anws time to take a bath and VCD time!! muahaha
enjoy~
And here's wishing everyone an early
MERRY XMAS!
