have been feeling rather emotionally unbalanced
maybe cos that period of the mth is approaching but still...
unexplainable
suffocating
amply describes how i feel
the many roles in one's life
the many responsibilities..
sigh
damn to all the millions restrictions
i dun exactly rule over my life
a life of not-my-life ????
Am juz tired of using the same old excuses everytime
it juz sounds so feeble and rather disgusting
TO have someone to care for you is actually a blessings but somehow/perhaps its too empowering for me...
the side effects
Maybe i'm asking for too much since i alr have a comfortable life..no fret abt money matters, house matters.. the greed of mankind is endless.
should i juz be satisfied wif my piece of cake....
Am tired of lying nowadays
conscience is pricking at me~
meiy is nagging alot
asking for lots....
making herself unhappy cos she's being too greedy :x
meiy is trying to get rid of all these evil thoughts~
high time to find back my pace
to search for that particular meiy who enjoyed studying
the meiy who had not grown wings...
oh wells....
anws fortunately its the CNY cos mummy tends to be in a good mood..phew~
the nonsense tt i've done
friday night - reached home at 2am lol
(tt was how arrgh i was)
aft tuition at 8, went changi chalet for toddycats stuff den fencing gathering ard my estate....yup the time i reach the gatherign was like close to 12am and i still insist on going dotz~ i'm mad!! but it was good la cos i got to catch up wif the fencers which i haven aft A's. :] listen to them tok abt ns stuff..ssome reali amazing.
Got to reali thank kaifeng who offered to drive. Thanks!
as for today.
met madz and annie for lunch.burger king
catch up...
i luv mad's hair!
late for lecture
lab which ended nicely early
stole a hug from petrina :p
tt's all
yupyup
oh and before i end off..
i think i sld comment on some stuff
a penny of my thoughts
somehow its easy for a gal to develop feelings for the guy whom she constantly work wif
but its up to her to suppress it or juz let it be
the first seems to be the best bet since its the safest
the second seems risky cos u dunno wat u're in for..
so if u're not ready then hold it dere! suppress it...hide it.watsoever...
juz dun let tt wall come down or i dunno.
the end of the day, u tend to lose more...
friendship is everlasting(most of the times :p)..a good friend.soulmate lost is a pity
JIAYOU! control! hehe
lastly class outing at mindcafe
hope it'll be fun! and dis time petr is coming along!! yippee...wun feel alone ;]
got to find a time to make reservations tho...
