its been really hard to blog this few days..
piles of hw
lots of disturbance...
watsoever
woke up at 6am dis morning and it feels horrible
can't remember when was the last time i woke up tt early
had to drag myself to sch
fortunate to take pasir ris train which means i cld get a seat and slp all the way thru :] Late for the meeting as usual but its wasn't exactly fruitful...since the main figure din turn up. ultra dotz.. meeting lasted for one hour and i seriously think tt we're all rather screwed. its juz hard to find for sponsorship.. and esp so when the person ignored your emails. its rather frustrating. I guess this time i chose the hard way :x and we can all end up washing cars
-bahs-
and from 9am till nx lesson which is at 1pm..spent it doing structure lab discussion. can't exactly find info online which is super unfortunate, and my report looks rather empty, more of a repetition. Then lecture was onli two videos,,which meant that for today i go sch for 1hr meeting and 1+hr of videos.
-omigosh-
date petr out to mustafa center cso seriously i wun even dare to venture dere for obvious reasons haha.. looking for cheap stationary for the welfare pack so petr ended up helping me source for it.. opps. den shun bian see see ard, bought moisturizer..lol can’t stand having a lizard leg anymore haha.. bought stuff for my bro. Then ate mutton biryani and I love mutton. Yummy yum yum! Talk cock all the way wif petr haha.. updating abt one another’s life and yah my life is boring.. other than hw, dere’s nth more to add on. Whereas petr has loads of things to say, talking abt her students, her colleague, her sch prog…I so envious haha…I juz want to go back to pri/sec/jc sch life. It seems much fun and full of vibrance!
Hmm was juz thinking tt its really hard to forget abt some stuff even tho yesh we have manage to move on but its still there. It’s the feeling of unwillingness.. for it to end liddat. Everyone wants a beautiful ending even for unfortunate happenings, we will still want it to end as wat we expect. Sth nice~ it’s a rather tiring process. U wun noe if u still like him but you juz dun want it to go..u want sth more juz as wat u planned to have but somehow or another it din turn out well. It turn out all messed up. Horrible!! So yah haha juz want to say dun sink further down..juz add THE fullstop to it. Even if u’re not sure..cos its not going to end up as wat u want. So jiayou!!! U will be better off wif another person. We’re all still young, no use holding on those bits… erased it or numb t or even think abt me, kj and alice. We ‘re definitely worth more than those guys!
Yups, babe?!
Okiedokie..am juz feeling like I can walk right into a pole w/o knowing.
Zzz zzz zzz
