so i decided to blog first before really launching into studying yet again.
and yesh seriously blogging, pending down my thoughts and not those superficial - basic whinings. haha.
somehow when i was reading my juniors' blog, they're all talking abt lagging behind, feeling depressed to the extent of wanting to giv out, feeling rather shallow cos they dun have any colorful achievements to show to the rest yet. and i thought to myself, yesh i've been thru tt and wat struck me is tt, the thought of giving up has sort of disappeared from my mind. i dunno when it exactly starts but yah, its gone. no matter how tough it has been for this sem, i no longer want to giv up. perhaps i've finally found the goal tt i want, or perhaps i'm juz tired from the 2yrs of battle. or juz over-panic syndrome! good or bad? i'm sure meiy is not accustomed to the fast-paced society yet, and am down wif flu yet again(its like a vicious cycle, it keeps coming back -_- when u least want it) and obviously i do not hav any colorful achievements to show off, no dean's list, no SEP, no overseas experience to share, etc. however why bother to try so hard juz to show the pple ard you, in the end, its u who suffers. torn and tattered from the "battle of life"
okie so back to the usual meiy.
i haven been meeting wif deph & petr. 2 most impt pple in my life! sometimes, i feel they're like my life float haha constantly supporting me from DROWNING :p
thanks babes!
