it was
december 5th, 2008
17:00:00
"pens down...."
the long awaited phrase of words
the long awaited day
and the start of the holidays!
din brought much excitement and joy afterall
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cos deep down in my heart
i knew i've screwed up my last paper - wastewater engineering. Its not that not much effort was put in but somehow juz at the last 100m dash, i fall short of it
yesh i totally shortchanged myself sigh~
the worst paper i've done and not forgetting the assignments and quiz were not wonderfully done
depressed was the word to describe my feeling then
it cld mae a wonderful fullstop to the whole sem's of hard work and yet -_- i sld have practice more calculations and yet i din cos
i was tireda feeble excuse yesh it is
somehow this sem had reali burnt me out.. the times i met up with petr and deph are sadly miserably minimal compared to the prev semesters.. times were all spent on assignments.presentations.projects.homework.tests.watsoever. the effort all of us put in..i'm sure we dun deserve a B or lower..kf had said he can tell tt i've work extremely hard and yah i kinda agree with him but how not to? everything has to be done. this sem is the do-or-die considering my CAP.
and seriously aft the exams, lost was what i've felt and its not sth tt i alone felt. jh too felt the same way. which goes to show how much effort and hard work we've put in throughout this whole semester. the no. of days were the same as compared to the other sems but the pace we felt were totally different.
Expressway. :p and suddenly there's nth to fight for - no exams = no books.info.notes to grip on and memorize.uds.study....
next sem sld be a better one tho i sld think there will be more night lessons since we'll be taking with the other graduates... not sure to pick what mods.. not forgetting most will be SEP-ing. lots of uncertainty awaits~
i wish studying wasn't liddat aftall
haha
