After reading everyone's post, i've the urge to blog too :D
i always dread this break. The main reason for this is that i have no one to lunch with, nothing much to do or should i put it in another way - "I don't feel like studying". Tried reading sociology lecture notes in the bus this morning as tutorial is tmrw and ALL OF US ARE EXPECTED to open our mouths and say something sociological. Hopefully i can achieve that with the 4 really basic solidarity concepts haha. Just had sociology lecture in my most favourite LT7a. Brr.... cold! Today was about power and democracy. The viewpoints of my lecturers were pretty interesting.. about singapore's way of governing and how distribution of power is dispersed in singapore and it all boils down to one thing - the constitution.
Read a post from one of kiaj's friend.
Someone whose CAP is prettie much the same as mine in first semester.. the emotions, the doubts, the worries and looking for another alternative out. Giving herself a second chance which normally in certain circumstances, make one even more stress out to the extent of underperform. This is in my opinion. And meiy tries to draw some parallels from her post :/
Even though she has faith in god and yesh god always have a route for you, especially prepared for only you, it seems easier for her to get over the failure or so i name. However, there were times when i thought to myself, how much can this faith do to a person without hopes? It seems prettie easy just to pin everything to HIM and hope for the best but those inner feelings/thoughts, can it be driven away? Somehow it seems effortless to just pen down one's thoughts and claiming that "hey if i can't do it, den maybe i sld just give up and go to to poly" but how many are able to do that? For me, i don't really have a choice(not tt i'm blaming anyone but..) uni is juz something that i've to go and get THAT paper. But i was thinking that if i do have a choice, will i really be able to do it? NO. I don't exactly see the point of giving up. its juz the beginning of the long and arduous race, why give up so early? (erms not that year 3 is still early lol but for that friend, its only sem1) and i dun have the courage to face up with those reprimands, criticism and plainly put "no face". Meiy is just heavily emotionally dependent on the others.
going for steamboat wif the whitleyians after sch :D
Then i read a post from one of (kiaj's + petr's) friend.
Though it was juz a few lines, i thought to myself that i just may know who that person was.
However, i did not leave any comments even tho i've the urge to do so..
and suddenly i felt something stirring in my heart.. and it came back again, just alittle but it was pushed off in a blink. Now, i don't have the say.
last night was entertaining flipping thru my mum's hong bao's collection. She recently officially enrolled her friend into this craze hobby of hers. haha and i'm definite that this year...
my mum manage to collect approx 200 different hong bao designs! you may just be surprised at the number of ang baos singapore 'gives' away, not forgetting that ocbc has 12diff hongbao designs.. prettie cute~ (and i din buy any cartoon ang baos for her this time round)
-amazed-
Read deph's blog and i must say that i do enjoy reading her posts most of the times. Be it happy, sad, bizzare or... The way deph expresses herself makes it enjoyable to read :D
It does made an impact on me haha which is why if she don't blog that often, i feel alil dunno-wat-to-do mood :s Then i'll ask her to blog which she'll normally say "but i juz blog a few days ago" ^-^
petr is coming to nus tmrw and taking bus with me to school. whee........
and i most probably will buy mac breakfast haha
one of those craving days.
so enough of all those posts!
am gonna change my blog layout soon.
don't favor this dull color
