what's left undone?
(Tuesday, May 5 / 6:29 PM)

deep down in my heart. i know i've lost that fighting spirit in me.
it jus left silently and unknowingly...

trying to desperately find it back...

and with two papers more to go.....
it still did not come....

motivation left me...


i'm not sure when the realisation will hit me hard...
the realisation of 'hanging' myself by....
spending time aimlessly when i'm suppose to study...
facebooking every now and then....
idling here and there....
staring at my books...

meiy is not meiy... to have beautifully screwed up her exams :S
not meiy at all


relief will be felt on thurs 11.30am

so 2 more days to the end of this semester and the end of year 3.
one more year to go

drained out~

looking forward to graduation
and not looking forward to it...???

but at the end of the day
life has to go on...

-whose life am i living for? the society? family? friends? meiy?-

lol

once again, meiy is pondering over something that has no answer :p
alrights back to writing my helpsheet~