mood dampen
not by the morning rain but just
those thoughts..
those negative vibes..
those laziness..
those umotivated..
those watever...
perhaps it's the late nights tt's getting to me.
took a long mrt ride to work since i woke up late = no shuttle bus
yck -> bishan -> serangoon(tried the circle line) -> outram park -> boon lay
stomach growling
waiting for lunch
checking emails and racking my brains
thinking if i've missed out anything
things aren't sweet and dainty at home
frantically barricade meiy
out of ....
the i-dunno-why-u-dun-like-anything-i-do
the pls-dun-slp-so-late
the stop-being-gullible
the why-are-u-doing-these-things
the everything-is-your-duty
the am-i-realli-doing-sth-worthless
the what-sld-i-do
negative vibes...
siww is here again.
but i'm going as a trade visitor, not an exhibitor
diff stuffs to do
last year was standing at the SIF booth, this year it was j.hsien and p.min, the ese jnrs. wonder nx year will be who :)
day1: collected all the brochures, walk ard and ard...
day2: start listening to forums and walk ard and ard again -_-
day3: more and more forums-china,india,middle east, north america....
then today: back in office!
Fortunately i went with sujata cos wayne was really busy! tho he's the technical guy and biz will come from him so..din manage to learn how pple start talking abt their biz... but i got a raelly good free gift from ion exchange and tt's thanks to sujata :D since their free gifts are kept in the drawer... pretty~
talked to gabriel from sif. he's the engineer so meiy went to find out alil on their collaboration with some org tt deal with the recent fav topic - ballast water.
oh and i've decided not to take chen's fyp(ballast) since i dunno what he will want us to do and he can't reveal much too -__- all the darn copyrights issue~
sometimes u just wonder what's with all these copying here and there
and just 1.5 days not in office, the claims are a pile!
i guess today will mostly be hr work -_-
and tmrw too....
it was tuesday morning when i blogged and it was saved into drafts..
din had the time to update it till today
and....
very nicely and wonderful
the negative thoughts sort of evaporate alil here and there
yesh, it will definitely be there
but meiy is not feeling as bad as that day :)
sometimes human can be reali pathetic or so i think
doing things when they dun like...all becos of words like resposibility, duties, respect...blahblah
allt he virtues and morals were taught for? to make things more complex or what a functionalist will say..it's for the stability of the society -_- (now i wonder why meiy still can't comprehend the functionalist's arguments)
night games dry run on wed
started at 10.30pm
god forsaken time~
so yesh it ended at 2+ am!
(which kinda explains why my phone died and i kept dozing off during the afternoon forums the next day)
but had some good feedbacks tho
hmm kinda strange that we tried to put the fear factor in when technically it's not suppose to be a... it's suppose to be CSI aka 'chicken sauce ingredient' lol
changed the plot to crime scene la.
looking forward to sunday's full dry run
and meiy hasn't churn out her vip report arrgh
and hasn't allocate stuff for thomas and jas...sigh more late nights to come
online meetings always take a reali long time and stretches to 1+am
okie dokie
time to start work
orfinish ...............
oh and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MADZ!took out IT againreading it throughand .....................
