FYP
(Tuesday, October 20 / 4:04 PM)

This is it!
Freaking year proj i have!!
dropped into quicksand
arrgh!
meiy just want to disappear from the earth..seriously.

went to the lab for the 2nd time and came back disappointed
and it's bcos of meiy's plain stupid big brains
arrgh!!
i thought he will set up everything and today he said i gotta come out with the parameters such as pressure blahblah which makes totally perfect sense tt i ought to do it but WHY EVER DID TT NOT DAWN ONTO ME TILL NOW!!! meiy stupidly assume tt there'll be this STANDARD format to follow..u noe just like every expt we did from secondary till now..we're thought to think liddat or at least me! another wasted day.
back with 3 thesis on hand.. how very nice. -_-
and tt goes to show how much more effort i've to put in
a dent in the already dent heart
SOBX!!!

at least i din get yelled at..which i think i rightfully deserve it
sth consoling -_-'''

i think i need a big cry
nah it's just the sand getting into my eyes