lately..
meiy has many things running through her mind
constant nagging feeling
constant dislike between meiy and meiy
i'm beginning to reali detest myself....
anws shall jot down the happenings in the past few days.
National Service. Not me but brother.
Yeps, he went in tgt with me, dad and mum. enjoyed the ferry ride esp when u get to see a pretty closed up view of planes flying pass :)
(meiy paused for a moment, thinking tt she has blogged abt her bro going in NS but meiy hasn't blog abt it at all :( arrgh.)
so went in for the tour..at least i realise what's company, platoon and section. like finally :) but of course, i've more to learn. definitely.
brother came out last friday due to deepavali. lucky bro!
lobster face, fair legs, and of course the highlight - botak! then he began very kan chiong abt learning how to fold clothes, how to pack stuff, and how to fold his sleeves. (seriously, i'm not sure if i sld comment on this but..the long sleeves are sure hard to fold into short sleeves -_-)
quite comical. oh and i was fascinated abt his army bag too. muahaha.. seems like doremon's pocket..can keep putting stuff into. :) hoho. but then alot of clothes to wash -_- somehow i foresee myself doing it someday sometime lol
sigh without bro at home..it just seem one of meiy's 'comrade' is down. spending more time doing hsework..at least sth to keep me moving other then studies which recently i seem to have lose interest in. seriously!
anws he's back in tekong for 2 weeks lol..wonder how he'll look like when he's out.
bdae!
dis year din went out with petr and kiaj. sigh i'm always free on tues but petr is not -_-
so mini celebration with kiaj and frenz + kf
received a pretty card :) lurve it
cake was nice too and during the group photo..a housefly wheez pass muahaha...what timing it has.. had dinner in sch, settled fyp for a while. (meiy is finally working on her fyp)
then chill out at ecp. pretty nice bar and great walk. and another cake! blackforest. simply heavenly! received a fixed jigsaw puzzle tt glows in the dark too.. plus it's mickey and minnie. cute~ thanks kf!
somehow oct 13 always brings back memories...it's slowly becoming rather (in)significant...
but then some memories is better left untouched at times :s
my buddies all have been asking what i want for prezzie but i reali dunno..
i jokingly told my sis tt i want a wastewater treatment text lol but it's not bad an idea since it's all pretty expensive. blah!
thought of jerry's album which i haven bought
saw an origami book which is pretty amazing. origami structures
history of korea.. watching too many period drama has made me rather interested in it hehe
biz books... for the survival of the next step in life
backpack..to squeeze everything tt i need to bring for sch including my lappie
coach bag..which i sld be using the $80 voucher that jassie and frenz gave me to buy one :)
hmm what else..a driving license..a car...a job!
job hunting.
haven start. din manage to write a good solid resume and cover letter
when will i do it? god knows.
but i'm pretty lost at what to choose and..
there's so many things tt i want to do.will like to do but..
engineering consultant.safety officer.analyst.hotel management.project manager.planner.
so which one?
fyp.
many many literatures to read up. parameters to set. apparatus to set up and i just read the detection of NDMA mtd and i almost died! so many steps and so many questions unanswered. (+ i'm scared of that TA tt i have to approach -_- she scolded me before during urop so lol abit uncertain there) unknown machines to use..operation steps -_-
sobx
prays hard.. :)
dp.
inidvidual drawings all by me :) somehow this is the only part tt i like in this academic term lol
and yesh i'll definitely enjoy it.. so sld be chop chop settle hehe
mass balance. i've a hunch tt our mtd reali got abit of prob and quite hard to smoke thru so yah got to count again.. using metcalf mtd.
alrights lately things have happen
hope things will straighten out soon!
jiayou jiayou!
sometimes love can just be so heart aching and frustrating
but at the same time, it can reali be a beautiful experience :)
so pple out there, enjoy it to the fullest
dun let all the minor minor thing affect it. it may just be short.
alrights.. back to literatures.
shan't dwell on the emotional downs currently.
