its the time of the year whereby exams are nearing :(
and u can see an influx of students in the library, study benches, tutorial rms.
Everyone is just mugging their ass off
skipping meals
getting all tense up
shag
some may even succumb to the stress and break down
emotional and sensitive
sigh whenever such scenarios resurfaces, i'll always be at a loss
u can' t possibly say everything will be alright, everything will be fine..
how can u gurantee a good grades for that particular friend
but not saying anything just makes it even more awkward
words have to be chosen and spoken with care
sometimes u can't help but whine abt ur grades
even if the person has done worse than u...some wil just cont'd to talk abt how bad this this is
it sorts of disturbs and stresses the other party
but everyone just have to let it out
so i guess..just take it as a pinch of salt
do your best and pray hard
what's urs will be urs..
what's not than forget it
why ask for the impossible
somehow trying to work even harder when u noe u have alr reach the brim of that calibre
sucks one's life away and aft the 4years.. drained out
but what else can u do?
as a student, ur duty is to study and get the paper as a stepping stone to a seemingly bright and better future but who defines "better life"? Is it the society or is it you?
sigh
today deph was talking abt her friend wanting to emigrate
she felt it was surprising to have such thoughts
but somehow for i-dunno-what-reason..
i always wish to emigrate
maybe i'm just asking for something that i noe i can't get :)
or it is just stiffling down here
or is it me wanting to step out of the dependence?
i dunno
anws time to get back to studies
