for the past hour
i've been trying to read the lect notes for tmrw's lesson
but to no avail
1stly, i wrote a list of things that i've to do asap.
2ndly, i checked the various talks available in career centre
3rdly, trying to fit everything in my schedule
4th, read abit of the career guide that i bought at ntu career fair
5th, here am i blogging
I haven been studying as hard as i'm suppose to :(
i haven start my job hunt proper. No cover letter. No list of companies. No sitting down proper and think seriously..what do i want to do?
Its been in the "exploring" mode for ages -_-
but just today, after the career fair, i seem to know more or less what i want
but are there such jobs open to envt sci engineer?
And just an afterthought...
environmental engineering is not equivalent to environmental science and engineering
seems/feels like there's a difference.. not sure how to put it
am so tempted to watch xia yi zan, xing fu :(
FYP has been putting me on my toes
uncertainty sets in every now and then
cos the nagging feeling that "u're behind time. Pls dun drag anymore...blahblah" resurfaces now and then :(
today, i detected an exasperated tone coming from xn
perhaps i'm too sensitive. the answer shall be revealed tmrw morning
I guess its hard to understand one another's problems and difficulties faced during the fyp experience..no matter how much they explained..somehow u'll think all's fine, he/she is just being paranoid, etc., even tho we're all in the same dept! lols
shall not comment further
anws at the end of the day, it still has to be done -_-
abt 7 days to ese day...
counting down.
at times i dunno the extent that i sld go
too lil will make me feel like i'm not doing any work
but too much will seem like i'm doing everything, i'm overshadowing or robbing them a chance to learn. So how much or how lil is good? Am still trying to stike a balance.
just some thoughts...
