I'm always amazed
at how people use words to describe their mood so aptly..
the few sentences brought out what i've felt or still feeling abt..
which is sth that i've yet to master or perhaps never will.
It's always enjoyable to read these blogs as u noe that somewhere out there,
there's someone who uds u..
and that u are not experiencing it alone.
just ate mac breakfast hoho
can't resist the temptation. unhealthy meiy.
can't start on dropwise today due to missing factors but shall just go play ard later..
that's to say if i finish my research on membranes :(
shall increase the times for dropwise to 4days next week -_-
really tempted to stay overnight a day and chiong my thesis BUT i'm sure meiy's engine will kinda stall halfway due to several factors. (talking abt engine..makes me think of kiaj and his mech terms lol)
SLEEP has been lurking around me these few days.. and having such a packed schedule, its sth that i can't afford to led myself in. sighsigh~
where did motivation and hardworking went to?
may they find me soon :x
ytd's HR lesson was interesting. talking abt role and identity. Those stuff that one will constantly reflect upon. Kinda like those stuff cos meiy usually thinks alot.
abt life..and nowadays, thinking that i'm such an idiot to waste precious times..
Role. Everyone has multiple roles to play at a time.
How to juggle it is for your own to find it and to keep it in balance is really headache. lol...
Haven been fulfilling the role of daughter that aptly (perhaps it may sound exaggerated but it's true, in my opinion).. dad not in tip top condition made me realise that afterall, there's more to it in getting a driving license.. not just convenience, not just grocery shopping during weekends, not just fetching my siblings here and there. More imptly, in case of emergency, at least there's still someone who noes how to drive. (Big sis has license but afraid to drive; bro hav license but is in NS all the time).
sigh~ but i noe that adding on "driving" to my current workload may just tip that balance or will it?
everything seems to be in prominence; top priority. Where sld i then start from?
Academic.Family.Friends.What else?
i hate to be the "eldest"nth good seems to be happeningwhere can i see the different perspective?
