i'm not sure if it's just meiy or it applies to some pple too..
the night before commencement...
i felt strangely sad even though it kinda marks the official end to 4 years of university life
and what's queer is that from the bottom of my heart, i hope he will be there by some magical forces but of course he wasn't.
cldn't really sleep well, tossing and turning on the bed, having weird dreams now and then. and when i woke up, it feels like i have not slept at all -_-
maybe am excited lol
Commencement Day!
hectic start and really difficult to spot your friends especially when ur cohort is stucked with a big cohort. lolx. met a cute usherer at carpark 15 ^.^'' but the fees were alil omg! $6.10!!!
great meeting up with almost all the ese friends even though i'm not very close to them but it's a joyous event! most of those dearest to my heart were there to celebrate the occassion and without kiaj as photographer, deph became one. Opps!! nvm, i will be her photographer on thurs :D
took quite a bit of photos tho there were a few who i din manage to grab hold of. Met some of my friends' parents for the first time and urms..they do look old lol quiet.fierce.expressionless.etc.
also not sure how to behave in front of them.. geez.
the ending of the ceremony was fun with a loud bang and all the balloons came off and it so happen that it was directly above me (sort of). haha..pretty!!
took a photo shot with prof hu and lab staff.. Was alil ashamed to meet prof hu ever since my fyp results was out :( (since i din do well which i cld hav done more on normal circumstances/mentality) but i manage to greet her on stage and somehow the feeling died out. queer meiy~ Went around engine to take photos with kaifeng. deph as director and jerry as photographer lol. it was fun there! but it will be good to have more pple around!
Then, headed down to crystal jade for a steamboat feast! Full but as usual, got to talk at the top of our voice. somehow the standard today wasn't that good compared to the previous trip or maybe it's just meiy's taste bud. Haha.
Anws felt bad for letting my family wait for quite some time to take photos!
was alil preoccupied with trying to get hold of my friends :S
fortunately deph was there to help and arrange for me alil here and there. phew~
yesh..i tend to b on jitters when my family is around or sld i say..my parents.
but of course...tho everything was so joyous and "evoking" positive feelings..somehow i'm not sure, meiy isn't that delighted afterall. I din exactly accomplished much academically wise. Even tho it's still an hons but be frank! what's the use of it? it's no difference frm a degree. seriously~
my mum was rather ashamed by it since it falls so far off from her expectation and of course my expectation too.. Perhaps me being critical to myself is due to my mum's hopes/wishes. i dunno.
Then yah..she was complaining abt other stuff too such as not having a bf, etc... pinning all the hopes on me after elder sis's urm. so everything is on me now! career advancement, steady bgr, money blahblahblah...whatsoever la.
alrights~ shall blog abt happy stuff tmrw!
and upload photos :) prettie. it's currently on my facebook!
tada~
