meiy is being random but both deph and my blog are in pink!
hohoho...
anws meiy felt like blogging before turning in and resting those strained eyes...
today felt like a special day or rather a special night for me.
it's one of those nights whereby i really wished that i could stay out late or stayover at someone's hse. hmm...
the day started out with meiy dragging her ass out of the bed ard 11am which according to the hse "rules" is really late! breakfast then mopped floor, followed by dongyi ep31(suppose to watch it on tues night but din and ep32 is alr out. rah!) then quick lunch + alil hsehold duties before heading out to deph's commencement! ended up buying a bouquet of sunflower(altho it's still a stalk of sunflower as promised), courtesy from kf :) Fortunately, deph seems to like it. good good.
Then, surprise surprise!! kf and i, tgt with deph sis could enter the main hall!! so cool~ even tho deph din manage to get the ballot ;p it was a totally different experience being a spectator instead of a grad in the harry-potter-look-alike robe. We practically noe when are the more juicy times to take photo shots but that's not forgetting smart deph who managed to know when we will like a shot of her hoho... it was less boring being a spectator since we pretty much can do what we like and there' like more stuff to do :p so overall, it was fun! pretty photos can be seen on deph's fb soon...
a hug from deph :)
deph's father was so cute wearing the mortar board. super ons! haha but i'm not sure why i was tongue tied talking to him. strange~ maybe too long never interact le haha...
then we parted ways...deph to biz dinner while kf & i off to puaybing's bdae party!
felt alil yi yi bu she. haha. queer meiy~
coincidentally, it was a place where i made stan jumped into a pool instead of franky :X rather unforgettable exp playing zong ji mi ma ;P
puay bing was really stunned by the surprise party. So sweet!
played some card games and loser gets to eat springroll haha. funny forfeit by shengjie. -_-
but quite effective one. the highlight was the bdae cake in a trumpet's shape! impressive~
Then when all's over, we went to pick up deph and supper muahahha... i guess we're too free!!! get to see ben's non-bouncy bike hoho...get to eat satay after so long...get to watch glimpses of germany-spain goal/near-goals highlights. i really feel sad for germany..they've gone a long way. torn and battered. BUT of course, i still support spain :p
after supper, we went to some reservoir place which deph brought me to a couple of years ago to chit chat. Tho it wasn't pretty much a chat as compared to prev trip, nevertheless, it was fun walking ard, taking snapshots, playing with shadows and sparklers. deph was really high~ haha...
then 5 mins to 2am. sigh~ time flies...
SO, it was a well spent night even tho i'm not sure how my mum will react later lols...
oh and i thought the words of the valedictarian rather meaningful..
..to be honest and sincere, anyway...to do good deeds, anyway....(even though one doesn't gain from it)
Hope meiy can walked her life journey as the original meiy and not be distorted by the "harsh reality"...if u noe what i mean hahha...
it's hard to let it go even tho the strong feelings and emotions have ceased or lessen cos man are competitive in nature; they do not wish to admit their failure that openly. Most importantly, they tend to be blinded by the shoulds and should-nots, instead of what they really want or wished for. But who is there to determine what one really want since man can be quite blind in sticky situations. They rather deceive themselves then walked out of it bravely.Have courage~ Be brave.Have faith. Words that are hard to abide to.3++ years have passed and it seems meiy is still walking in the circle. When will the circle break? When the heart dies..................man are complicating creatures to comprehend~okie dokie. time to shut some eyes. night pple!