it's becoming more and more unbearable as the days past by
pretty much leading my life aimlessly
unmotivated.
yucks!
i'm starting to dislike meiy. lol.
oh wells..shall really sit down and think it thru. by THIS WEEK!
idiotic meiy!
depressing thoughts aside.
am lagging by 4 eps for tongyi -_-
loading speed (tudou) is really at a very uncomfortable rate :S
fortunately youtube is fast. covered SJ adonis camp. now on mystery6 and it's freaking me out esp so when i'm watching it alone at night -_-'''
yeps and so meiy hasn't completely watched all of SJ's variety shows!! dotz.
more to come.. though i pretty much like the older ones since they dun hav alot these few months/years.
As for dance.. i've decided to join the recital! concert in nov. Sounds pretty nerve-wrecking when the lady came in and say we will drill those who signed up for the recital as it's ticketed event and she will be in charge of QC. Hope i can do well. Tho i'm really shy in front of the mirror. SIGH! Aren't mirrors lady's best friend. rah! Shall anxiously wait to view the cheoreographed g.na song.
And on individual basis, i'm learning lucifer steps and it's really complicating. muahhaa.. had to play it for so many many many times lol. AND i'm still not halfway thru. haha. ANd i'm still making my body getting used to the steps lol cos the beat count is seriously fast. whee...
As for craftwork, completed the "chun" lantern. did a mandarin orange too lol which initially turn up as strawberry since i did a layer wrongly muahaha. unpicked and restart -_- this shows that i'm still not observant enough and memory isn't that fantanstic aft all. (since i only had the sample to follow. no steps given). ANd i'm still left with the dog which head..i seriously dunno how to do. the drawing and photo pretty much ain't that useful. :(
but for all these work..i really will like to learn knitting!
lost the instruction paper for the teddy bear! so meiy has the props but no idea how to do it even tho i think i can vaguely remember alil here and there. Shall wait till i have the patience. oh wells~
currently doing a cross stitch.. sth that i did when sleep doesn't come that easily.(even tho slp is coming at a faster rate this week which is a good thing!)
and touching on the topic of sleepless nights. I even did some exercise to induce some sleepiness LOL. sadly feely exhausted but not sleepy :( and i can't even do a full set of ladies' push up -_- SO LOUSY!
really sld train up!
meiy, fighting!
tmrw will be a better day!
