when the door closes, the other opens..
lets move on, meiy!
and so after the fateful monday..
i've been eating non stop..it's the only thing that keeps me satisfied other than Suju videos as of now..
BUT of course, i'm always blessed to hav great frenz ard to ease the feeling of loss.
Yesh..i've to admit that meiy feels ashamed..
and upon further thinking...meiy feels insulted.
and once again, let down those who has high expectations of meiy.
It's not that i'm not wanting to learn from my mistake
it's not that i'm avoiding my mistake
it's just that why are u pushing all the blame to me when i'm sure it's partly your fault too. hmmph! it works both ways, ain't it?
Perhaps, meiy has been too quiet..too obedient..that i can be trampled upon so easily.
sigh~
Shall put my utmost effort in this upcoming job.
even tho it may be a 6mths temp but i'm quite interested in the light plannning so it will be good if i can be a perm in the end HAHA.. since playing with effects and colors are what i enjoy the most. (That's if the job is what i think it is).
Since meiy also started out thinking that traffic eng is interesting BUT SOME IDIOT SAY I DUN SEEM TO BE INTERESTED! Oh wells~
Harsh reality~
perhaps i'm just not competent enough.
Anws shall cont'd eating my maggie mee ^^
(Had sakae sushi last night and indulge in many servings of cha soba! Hoho... its been a long time. Tho i've to take care of my weight now..)
OH and before i end off! meiy signed up for nike run! tgt with the other st nix gals! awesome experience it will be.
Am so looking forward to it. the first marathon.
AND what's more exciting is that Joan has signed up too!
WOW. it's gals day out! ^^
