ss4, yeah!
hwaiting!!
so apart from k fanatic
Meiy has been wondering.pondering.thinking...
where's the meaning of going out practically everyday.
Not only does it suck up one's energy,
it also lead to a depletion in allowance; lesser savings
lesser family time
on the other hand,
it's healthy to bask in the crowd (?)
it's good to meet up with frenz to catch up
(but i can't exactly do it everyday, spare me. I will rather spend the time msn/fb with my frenz rather than going out..pondering where to head to..walking the whole day and needing a place to rest one's foot in..or dying from the heat and frantically looking for the air con..)
Sigh~
Perhaps it's with such thinking that it seems like i've miss out keeping in contact with a few once-good frenz. Tho a card now and then was sent. To add on, not being a very vocal person, its just hard to keep ranting on and on without having an awkward silence now and then tho its actually pretty nice just to stroll casually, enjoying the environment, surroundings, not talking at all. serenity~
perhaps serenity is what meiy require after five days of work even though work isn't that hectic now. But working just seems to leave one jaded and it seems like meiy has a lower tolerance level towards things that she deemed as pointless or dumb to listen to or talk abt.
But of course, i sincerely hope that they are doing well and fine. Ever improving and not be standing on the same spot.
I have a colleague that told me "I don't feel like meeting them since i meet them every other day, as for other frenz, they always talk about guys and how glorious their life is (Superficial pple) so i dun feel like meeting them...but i dun want to go home. I shall just go out alone" =_=
Maybe, meiy is just a "home-person"?
