2014
(Saturday, February 8 / 12:28 AM)
and just in case, there are some who's wondering how did the korea trip went.
meiy figured that it can be considered as the worst trip out of all the overseas trips that I have went thus far :X
Perhaps I had great expectations on the trip prior to it
and when one by one, it starts to 'fall'...
somehow the heart sank and stayed there throughout the remaining journey
PLUS
who can imagine falling sick on the last day of the year?!?!?!
and it had to be in winter season enduring the coldness..super cmi
the mood wasn't that good
However, despite feeling worst throughout..there were happy times of course :)
super junior sm town treasure island concert - daebak!
Sausage soup dinner - awesome
Myeongdong shopping was excellent - not only suck up my money but also my energy LOL
and so lesson learnt
- no winter until I have "armour protection"
- only go on a long trip with close frenz
- for a glutton like me, only go with frenz that are of the same appetite and diet
(lack of food does makes one grumpy)
- no transit planes anymore :S
Having said the above, I am having all the urge to fly to korea soon!!!
solely on a food hunt - ginseng chicken soup, bbq meat, seafood pot, pancake..
P.S. Yes, meiy cannot believe that she did not eat pancake!!! altho I am very sure there's vegetable pancake.
In Circles
(Friday, February 7 / 11:59 PM)
and so meiy repeated her stance again
and yet so many questions and concerns raised
either this or that - afraid.
afraid of not able to find a good job (altho unsure what defines good)
afraid of not able to rise up to the challenges
afraid of grabbing the opportunities
afraid of the little secret
hiding in the comfort zone
when to jump out
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is a very big question mark.
Emo tuesday blue
(Tuesday, October 8 / 10:55 PM)
On impulse, I wrote it - the resignation letter.
which I have been procrastinating.. but submitting it require another surge of impulse
Meiy wonder when will that be
Resume is still outdated..
no direction onto the next job
no hunger.
reckon meiy's bank drop to two digit before the panic alarm sound >.<
Time really flies
so many things happen but meiy is trying to keep it under control
Not complaining doesn't mean that I can be walked over thoroughly...
Not asking for credit doesn't mean that I don't need it..
Not being angry doesn't mean that I am some blur sotong who is still a newbie
Meiy is demoralized
how long more must meiy bear with this sort of shit...
Time to open the eyes..
this is not a battleground.. Please seek for your own battle ground if you crave for it so much.
the good old days....c'mon
if it's so easy, we do not need so many pple to try to settle it
give me break. burp!
Thoughts
(Friday, August 16 / 2:45 AM)
Yet another friend told me that meiy thinks too much
but meiy is puzzled on what is considered too much?? It's like very normal to think in such a manner.. no?
-puzzled-
too tied up with yes/no, should i or should i not...
There will always be a time for farewell but it's kinda a sad feeling
even though he/she may have move on to something even better or more suitable things
Reckon that no matter how annoying a person can be, when it's time to bade farewell, a part of the heart tends to tinge..
Emo meiy at work
Looking for the balance point
and trying to find back the urge
And so...the very long awaited trip! is more or less confirm! with air tix done, accomodation done..what's left is the scheduling and packing and THE DAY! :D
May time flies even faster..
and so looking forward to an extraordinary xmas and new year experience...far away from the sunny singapore island. whoosh!!
Finally apply leave and keeping my fingers crossed for the approval! >.< 8.5days!
which leaves me only 1 leave day to spare *alamak*
ALTHOUGH it's really a pity that meiy is not going with some of the simpletons *sigh*
it will be so much fun, i believe! bah~
Dansu
(Sunday, July 21 / 3:19 AM)
Dansu dansu :)
a pretty good event which CJ has organized showcasing one's dancing talent. It feels good to have such a chance~
Meiy is so glad that everyone has improve so much! pretty amazing considering the duration spent on training, etc. Altho meiy did not have the chance to join due to hectic work schedule but it felt great going down supporting them and helping out here and there. LOL..was stuck with the position "manager" tgt with another fellow supporter; gwennie :)) Could feel the enthusiasm that everyone has.Yoohoo...~
Simpletons never fail to make the day...Go! Go! Go!
filled with awesome-ness ^^
Am looking forward to the next performance!
Looking at them dance makes me even want to train harder and start practicing my dance steps diligently which i have neglected for the past couple of weeks. With Jeonwa Diary last lesson being held tomorrow, meiy hope she can dance to her fullest.
Currently learning Trap and I wanna dance..both suju sub units and equally challenging. hwaiting!!
And so it happens that one of the members celebrate her bdae during dansu dansu!! None other than meiy's suju kaki - NS!! Was so excited over the planned surprise hoho since it's sth she will never hav guess of >.< think it's one of the best bdae celebration thus far. Altho i din forget my bdae celebration last year at a dance event too :))) It just makes it more memorable!
and so after a looonnng day, meiy is tired. Time to sleep but dun feel like sleeping hahah!!
shall i start on my drama marathon?
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And so very recent...
meiy starts to think whether she should just move on with another new chapter but the inertia is at its max level and the gal that came in is relatively hopeless. sigh~
there are juz too many things to commit
and it's time to recap all the technical info once again since there's an exhibition coming up!
brr......
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leading a boring life..
am a workaholic~
Catching up...
(Sunday, April 28 / 2:14 AM)
It's been awhile since i catch up on the kpop news and doing it now..on a saturday night sure feels great!
And the long awaited SUPERSHOW is back. Running 5th..despite missing heenim teukie and yesung.. it's still a concert that meiy wldn't miss! $_$
Intro VCR:
Just had dinner with our dearest evy lao shi after her last lesson with the simpletons.
Altho she left for a new chapter in life but still no one can replace her as the lao shi for suju classes. Being more than a teacher, she's also our kai xing guo :DD always bubbly and spam over her bias.. haha!
Shall go train dance break..ouch to my arms. lolx!
So had my first biz trip of the year and of course hoping for more.
But Sweden will be a miss this year for me..shall go to new places despite it being in Asia. Still an eye opener for Meiy and the freedom which meiy is eager for now and then.
Nx target: Busan!!
recently did sth that i sld hav restrain myself from...
Had deph really worried and i'm really thankful for having met such a great bestie..meiy is blessed.
troubled and complex memories...
is there really no right and wrong?
self discipline~
Work has been madness lately...whereby OT is happening more and more...and going home later and later than ever. Totally shag after the whole week..can feel meiy slping once her head touch the pillow.. Hopefully things get better.. with the new addition to the office =_=
altho i finally feel that it's not easy to train someone despite having teach others before.. it's alil weird and meiy is doubting her teaching capabilities... sigh.
How do you ensure that your msg gets across correctly and not distorted...
how do you actually be firm on your stand....
how do you stop pple from complaining non stop and affecting one's morale...
how do you work effectively..
how do you????
there's so many "hows"..but no answer to it.
drama watching has gradually cease with meiy far lacking from IRIS II... =_='''
Lastly, meiy shall remember to cherish her loved ones.
Death can strike and just rob one's life anytime anywhere..
The uncle whom we have worked with and grew fond of his hearty laughter..his organized way of working, etc... has a terminal illness. Speechless...
a pity~
May he find the strength to live on even tho it wun be an easy feat....
Night world.
(Saturday, March 30 / 8:37 PM)
another month has passed...
so many things happened and some are still happening...
shall juz blog on the happy things!
maxstep last lesson :) I think its one of the best dance I ever learnt.. even tho meiy still am unable to full out but still managing to hit on the beats sure is shiok!
and got my new dance shoes!! whee.....
green+bones+leapard print muahaha!
igab and breakdown...zomg!!
gotta put in more effort <3 p="">
jas wedding was excellent..so much planning involve. salute~
but I am always wondering why is the lady doing most of the planning and not the groom...is it ladies nag too much?!
and finally had the time to spend bestie bdae with a cute bdae cake..hoho!!
plus manage to meet up with the whitleyians for steamboat+mahjong :D
think I found my majong kakki le ^.^
0404.. another year!
wonder how many more years will the craze continue... but meiy is sure enjoying herself
meiy muz start her 10kg weight loss plan man!! getting rounder :/ :×
